I've decided to fast for numerous reasons. I need to draw closer to God. I need to pray and meditate more. I need to be a better parent to my babies. I need spiritual guidance on how to be a better parent. I need to focus on being more proactive within my business. I need to focus on reaching my health and weight loss goals and so much more. Those are the most important to me but there is so much more that I need to work on. Honestly, I just need quiet! Quiet in my head. Quiet in my heart. I just need to be still and listen to Gods voice.
Lately I've been just going through the motions. I'm alive but I'm not living. I've let being a young mother keep me from going after the things that I truly want. I've found myself making a lot of excuses. I have been putting myself on the back burner for so long that I've actually started to feel content. I DONT EVER WANT TO BE CONTENT! That's just not good enough for me. I want to be happy and always progressing. I will take this time to reflect, pray, start projects that I have been putting off, getting finances in order and working out. What sense does it make to be "pretty" on the outside and a mess on the inside? I just want my heart to reflect my outer appearance.
I hope you guys continue to support me in my absences. I ask that you keep me lifted in prayer. If you need anything do not hesitate to email me @ email@example.com. Text me. If you are on KIK, hit me up @thicknemesis14. Love you guys! Until Next time!